Posted by: branwynne77 on: May 16, 2009
Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die? —Shinedown, Stranger Inside
I listened to that at work today, and it resonated inside my brainpan as depressing lyrics often do. That struck a chord in me because that was true for me for a long time. I felt unloved when I looked [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: April 8, 2009
I think I know what’s triggering all this anxiety; being found attractive and being attracted to someone. I have to find a way to disarm the anxiety. I have to find a way to please myself and not worry about other people. It would be wonderful to be emotionally mature and be able to do [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: April 6, 2009
I decided not to IM that individual anymore. I’m just too anxious to talk with him. I like to talk to him, but I’m obsessing about it. I see him post in group, but he’s not on. Makes me wonder if he doesn’t want to or if I said something wrong…. I over think and [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: March 29, 2009
“Love comes to those who still hope even though they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they’ve been betrayed, to those who still love even though they’ve been hurt before.”
I like this quote. Don’t know who wrote it, or I’d give them credit, but it’s inspirational. It made me smile and think [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: March 4, 2009
For prospective parents. The “man” makes you go through testing to drive a car. Why not get tested before being able to be in charge of nurturing a life?
Octu-mom, I’m sorry, needs some psych help and to have her kids taken away. And the fertility doctor should be investigated. If not have his license taken [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: December 17, 2008
Err. This isn’t a post about a crudtacular pop band. It’s about a panic attack at work. Oh boy.
Had one at work. At a office “Christmas” party in a small room with twenty co-workers. If you could call a raffle a party….
Anyway, I just felt so crowded by people. The room was spinning and people [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: August 22, 2008
Be the change you wish to see in the world–Gandhi.
I believe I’ve posted this quote before. I’ve always liked the quote but now that I have had time to contemplate and analyze it, I’m not sure I do anymore. Yeah, I do tend to think ideas to a pulp.
There are too many people that want [...]
Posted by: branwynne77 on: June 6, 2008
“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.”–Ferris Bueller’s Day Off.
Yes, I took two days off of work this week. It does the soul and mind good to get away from the ol’ grindstone once in awhile. And besides, I always wanted an excuse [...]
I have an anxiety disorder. Doesn’t take away my value as a human. Doesn’t mean I’m entitled to special treatment either, except a better
understanding of my “pecularities”.**
Every time I hear someone say: “Just get over your panic attacks’, I want to do something physical involving their face and my fist. But hey, I’m a civilized [...]
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